and am left alone again...

Window panes come crashing down
Amidst the tears and pain
Vanishing hopes are gone
and flew away
Up above through twilight
Shadows cast across the floor
Reflections of the past T
rembling thoughts of one
Dwelling deep within the soul
A mystical sense of reality
Captured by the craze
All in bewilderment
Of the shock in the wave
Creatures of the dimness
Chattering amongst the green
Everything slows in stillness
What is this i see?
wel just the harsh reality ..
.that life and the joy of life is not meant for me..
its a truth ..and it not gona change...