Tuesday 23 January 2007

pyar...

hmmm .. :)

teri bathon mein hain sachayi..
tere dil mein hain piyar ka ek ankhahi kahani..
ek khahani jisme me toume kuch gum hogayi ho..
raste bahaut hein ..
lekin lethi to .. kise raste lethi..
aisa ek paheli hain tere dil me.
tere zindagi mein..
aisa lagtha hein..
hum hain ..ek dost ki haath barane aye..
yeh gam bhantne..

age baro..
zindagi .. jo chize hain..
dukh bari hi to hain..
lekin jab doston saath hote hain..
rasta jitni bi namoumki lagthi hain..
asani se kathjati hain..

Jab dosthon saath ho..
aur Raab ki douwa bhi hain..
to rona kyon..
udhass hona kyon..
jo hona hain so to hoga hi..
to zindagi ko salam kar mere yaar..
kyonki hum harne walaon mein se nahin..
larpareigne hum.. kismat se bhi..
lekin age zarour jayenge..
tokar jobhi kane hein..
kajaheinge..
tere vaste meri yaar .. jaan bhi dena ho to
dedeinge..
lekin.. zindagi se har kabhi nahin manena..

Pyar ka zakam ek aisa zakam hain..
jo khabhi mitthi nahin..
lekin Ha.. yaad zarour delathi hain..
ke Wa.. life kya chize hain..
khabhi roulathi hain.. to kabhi hasathi bhi to hain..
OUn hasin yadoon ki vaster..
khabhi aur mat rona..
kyon oun hasin yaddon ki tauhin hoga..

Sirf ye yadd rakna..
ki Tum to oune kum kismat walon mein se ho..
Jo pyar kia hoti hain..
ye to jana to sahi..
Pyar lotanein wala na sahi..
Pyar to tumne kiya..
ehsaas kya hoti to tum ne jana..
Pyar to kya...
Pyar ko jana..
Meiheisouse kia..
Aur kya mangna Zindagi se..
Pyar kiya .. sab kuch milagaya...

sirf ye yaad rakhna ..
Meri Yaar..
Sirf ye Yaad rakkhna..
Tum ne Pyar Kiya..
Pyar...
Sab se pyar ehsaas..

;)

Wednesday 3 January 2007

song of life....

Rain . . .

Softly falling down . . .
each drop a symphony of sound . . .
as it hits the tin roof
. . . tap . . . tap . . . tap.
It can sound just like a sad song with a slow beat . . .
the kind that makes you daydream . . .
and feel sad and sigh . . .
as you think of what might of been or could be in your life.
Or maybe it is a happy song that brings back sweet memories . . .
tender thoughts and special smiles . . .
thinking of someone who makes your heart beat faster . . .
and your laughter ring with happiness and joy.
Or maybe it is a love song . . .
with sweet and soft lyrics . . .
tender and romantic and sensual . . .
that makes you think of dancing in the rain.
Only you can decide which song . . .
is the one you are hearing . . .
which music soothes your soul . . .
and which song you want to sing along with.
Sometimes, you have to choose a song . . .
and the choosing isn't easy.
But i chose my song..and its the song of live..
coz i wana laught..
smile..and live live ..
i wana sing the song of live again..:)

tere khatir...

Pyaar ka zeher
jo pi lya hain tere kaatir
.. aab yeh..rasta bhi apna leinghe tere kaatir.
. wada jo bhi kiye Tere kaatir..
Mou ounse mor nahin leinghe tere kaatir..
Jiyege Phir...lekine ise baar Rab ke kaatir...

i am someone...

am someone
I walked past a dead face
even though the person was alive
I saw my eyes in the mirror
and cried at the sight
I looked at a person I didn't know
and I met a friend
I got heads to turn when
I walked past I learned a lot about myself
when I lost a new friend
I cried every tear in my body
when I thought about love
I got hit bad then got back in the ring
I climbed a mountain of rocks and saw an eagle fly over- head
I heard terrible things about myself
when no one thought I was listening
I realized I was strong
when I didn't cry
when it hurt
I found out who I was
when I was with someone else
I thought I was lost forever
when a friend found me
I held a life in my hand and it was my own
I was a pawn in someone else's game
so I surrendered to a brook
I walked the fine line between surviving and not wanting to survive I still am I am someone BUT I AM LIVING ... and AM BREATHING LIFE...

To you mum n dad...

TO YOU..MUM & DAD...

Many times in my life
I have disappointed you,
and begun to stray.
But you have pointed me in the right direction,
and sent me on my way.
Many times in my life
I've needed a helping hand,
and someone to pull me up.
It was you who gave that helping hand,
and always cheered me up.
Many times I've been sad and down,
and taken it out on you.
But you stood by me and comforted me,
In times that I was bad.
Many times I've needed support,
and to know someone was there.
It was you who held me up,
and showed me how to care.
Many times I've wanted to tell you this,
But never got a chance.
You have helped me out in life,
and got me where I am.
You were there for me through thick and thin,
You never gave up on me and you taught me how to care.
From the deepest of my heart I want to say I love you,
And to thank you for being there for me in times of good or bad

if these walls could talk...

Sometime in everyone's life, they feel betrayed and all alone, like everything is a lie. You are trapped in a world of anger and rage and you can only see red through your eyes. No one seem to see when you are going through this time, or understand why.maybe..coz i dnt understand it to begin with...

If these walls could talk,
you'd know my body is dead,
my mind has been taken over,
that's why I am so scared,
I can't control it,
anger is making me blind,
I've been left here on my own
chained to a hate of some kind.
If these walls could talk.

If these walls could talk,
you'd know about my fears,
about all those nights I screamed for help,
about all my fallen tears.
You'd know about the demons
haunting me at night,
you'd be able to help me keep my fire alight,
if these walls could talk.

If these walls could talk
they would say that it's all right,
God sends His angels to look over me at night.
They'd encourage me,
say though I am alone it doesn't mean Im on my own.
But,...y do i still feel dis angel aint there anymore..
it just feel..weird.. if these walls could talk...
They would tell..u..
i aint bad.. i didnt want this
... am just confused...lost...
if only these walls could talk...
but they cant..
so i shut myself up.. and its aint the same anymore...

and am left alone again...

Window panes come crashing down
Amidst the tears and pain
Vanishing hopes are gone
and flew away
Up above through twilight
Shadows cast across the floor
Reflections of the past T
rembling thoughts of one
Dwelling deep within the soul
A mystical sense of reality
Captured by the craze
All in bewilderment
Of the shock in the wave
Creatures of the dimness
Chattering amongst the green
Everything slows in stillness
What is this i see?
wel just the harsh reality ..
.that life and the joy of life is not meant for me..
its a truth ..and it not gona change...